As I was updating on my last entry, I was rudely interupted by my brother shoving me off the computer. what an ass.

But then he surprised me the day after by talking.

I don't know. talking denotes friendship to me or something. He started joking about ever seeing Dave...and I said that he'll see him when I see HIS girl.

And he said, "How about a double date?"

So we joked (some what taboo-ish) about that for a bit.

I think that'd be cool. The foremost thing for me not being that my brother would be able to meet Dave, but that I'd be able to see the GIRL!!!!

Yeah that would be cool. ...kinda like seeing the forbidden princess or something. Maybe I'd go blind?

Work has been SOOOO good without the barking dog manager. Unfortunately, she's back tomorrow. I also started classes again today, and I met a girl who's also working at retail. Very cool.

yaaaay.

yes....Starr has her own online journal!!!! I'm rather proud of her too, cuz I could sense some kind of procrastination going on with her when she first wrote me a while back. Like me, she also kept a paper journal early on, but stopped writing...but she's writing now!!

And to answer your question....yes. I think I do fantasize about Dave. Like rather profusely, as of late. I think within the past three days at work I'll just be staring off to space at work thinking about it. He is one sexy piece of work.

And he's not like totally cut or anything, but the definition and the tone...and the strength is there. Like he's manly.

My brother said something today that was quite true, even though he was just being presumptious. He said that I like "cute men". And I guess that's true. I like kinda boyish-looking men. They are mature in mind, have goals and fulfill them, and are independant. Yet they're child-like.

Dave has very little body hair. And I think he's cute. But honey...he is All Man. He gave me a piggy back ride the other day....and could definately, definately hold me down. hehe.

But he's gentle with me. I feel like a little doll when I'm with him. And that is a cool, different feeling.

I need to start saving more money. I have been spending WAAAY too much as of late. My latest purchases? 3/4 length, mock neck shirts in light purple and bright blue on sale at club monaco, Az Yet CD from hmv, "moisture" socks and gloves from body shop. I also bought new underwear. But I also want a new bra.

!! Don't forget the MAC 15-eyeshadow palette. I'll fill those up as my cousin gets home. hehehehe.

That's all folks.